OneLittleSpark7
Waiting for the Lights
- Joined
- Jan 10, 2012
I’m fairly certain my marriage is over. We’ve been together for 10 years and got married 5 years ago. We have a 4 month old son.
I still love him with all my heart. But my biggest fear is that it’s too little too late. I’ve struggled to find my place in the world and it’s taken a toll on him. He has such a strong work ethic and I’ve let him down time and time again on that front.
To some degree I already feel like I’ve lost him and I’m in mourning. He’s all but asked for a divorce. He says he’s willing to give me a chance but it just seems like at any minute he’ll take that chance back and cut the cord forever.
I mourn for the life we had. I mourn for the life we could have. I mourn for our 4 month old son that may never know a stable nuclear family.
Any words of compassion, support, or words of wisdom would be endlessly appreciated.
I still love him with all my heart. But my biggest fear is that it’s too little too late. I’ve struggled to find my place in the world and it’s taken a toll on him. He has such a strong work ethic and I’ve let him down time and time again on that front.
To some degree I already feel like I’ve lost him and I’m in mourning. He’s all but asked for a divorce. He says he’s willing to give me a chance but it just seems like at any minute he’ll take that chance back and cut the cord forever.
I mourn for the life we had. I mourn for the life we could have. I mourn for our 4 month old son that may never know a stable nuclear family.
Any words of compassion, support, or words of wisdom would be endlessly appreciated.